Saturday, July 23, 2005 Comments (0)
Frustrated
I get so frustrated with myself. I have such a horrible temper and I don't know how to express my anger or dissapointment in a positive way. I wish I could.
I was a little upset with my friend today. Actually, very upset. He's basically been my best bud next to my fiance for a while. I've been trying to convince him to find a girl for a while, and finally he did it. It just seems that since he did he doesn't have time for any of his old pals. I never expected him to completely dump us, so I was disappointed. Disappointment lead to anger when we continually got rejected by him. So, I blew up. I feel bad about it, but I just wish he'd understand where I'm coming from. It's not cool to ditch your friends for a vagina. But, I guess love just isn't always cool.
Two of our roomies have been talking about moving out. Part of me just wishes they'd leave because of the problems I've already discussed here, and because if they're going to pull this stuff every month, I'd rather them just go ahead and do it so we don't have to deal with the stress surrounding it.
On a good note, I'm off for three weeks.
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